Do you know what's the best thing about love ? When it's over, you know it will come back. No matter what happened. No matter if it hurt you. You want it back. With the same person or with someone else. No matter. It will be back. We all need love. We all want love. The only problem: you never know when it comes back. Times becomes your worst enemy. And I am in a period of my life where I don't need enemies. Time goes by but it goes faster than me. Days become weeks. Weeks become months. Months become years. Three years exactly.

Friends always tell you they knew it wouldn't have last. They want you to take some drinks. Beers or whatever. Just to forget. And they drink with you, just like if they also had something to forget. And they have something to forget. Or to be forgiven for: if they knew it, why the hell didn't they tell it. And so you drink. But hey, it doesn't work. Not only you can't forget, but you have a headache. Well that's what happens when you have friends. But I lost my friends for my love. And my headache has not stop for three years now.

Of course I try to go out. I try... but it doesn't work. I can't hide my loneliness. It's written everywhere on my body. From my head to my toes. From my smiles to my tears. How could I smile when I have noone who makes me happy ? How could I cry when I have noone to worry for ? And believe, if you have that word written on your face, you don't attract people. I could laugh about me and my situation, but it would make me cry. Cruel, isn't it ? Well it is from my point of view. But from another point of view, yours for instance, it could be funny to follow this story of a guy who wants to become the best guy in town and meet people.

My name is Joshua William Lawton. And this is the story of my new life. The story about my fight against my loneliness. And the first step to reach my goal is to find someone to live with. So this is the first round. This is the first chapter.